Mother's Day

So this coming Sunday is Mother's Day.  For many women, it's a wonderful day to be celebrated for all that you do as a mother.  You get cared for, spend time with your children and enjoy gifts from your children showing their love for you. You may get a hand-made card or gift they spent so much time and effort on. 

This will be the first Mother's Day without my son and I'm dreading the day so much.  My family is missing one very important member and it won't be a day of spending time with all of them.  I know that regardless whether Corbin's here with us or not that I'm always and forever his mother, it's just that a day devoted to mothers and all the special things mothers do for their children seems like torture to a mother that no longer gets to do all the "mommy things" mothers love to do.  I won't get a card from him saying how much he loves me and is thankful I'm his mommy.  I'm hoping that day that I get several angel kisses and that he watches over me even more than normal.  I miss him so much and would give anything to have him with us again so I could do the "mommy things" I never realized I really wanted to do.  Hoping the day goes quickly and passes without too much pain.